How does it feel to be on the other side of the closed door? What is it
like to handle rejection and feel like nobody really gives a thought
about your existence? You're not even a passing thought in the minds of
people who don't seem to get off your minds.
Its disheartening. The pain is enduring. Its like the one you might have seen in movies or read about in novels.
And it hurts, it hurts because you care. Years went by and you always had your heart guarded. The day that you realized that this world is not what it seems and you can't ever trust anybody, you slowly escaped to the self centered world. Not the self obsessive one but the one where you just pretended to be happy, just to get away from the incessant questioning.
But this one person comes in your life, nothing different than the other stupid people. But he made you feel good, even though for a temporary time.
You feel like you finally have someone you could lay back on. But one day, REALITY STRIKES you, a little bit too hard for you to take. You scream, you fight, because the picture perfect scenario comes crashing down and it all seems unreal in a split second.
It isnt a i will get over it with time kinda feeling, its a gets inside your heart and rips you apart kinda emotion.
You take the flashback, for the first signs, for the first fall. But its not your fault honey. You just took a chance and this world failed you, MISERABLY.
The pain won't go away because it wasn't supposed to end this way. And you never thought those sugar coated promises of being there for you forever would turn out to be the reason for feeling broken inside.
But you're not the only one who is afraid of getting attached. You aren't the only one who have all their defenses worked up because they see the reality, the cruelty.
Let me tell you darling, we are all the same. A little afraid of being cheated upon, and ignored. We are the kinda people who see the inner worth of everyone, we love them, believe in them and stand up for them. Because somewhere deep down, we want somebody to do the same for us.
Its okay to cry, its okay to scream and act like you don't care, when deep down you know its tearing you apart. And sometimes its okay to speak out, what your heart has kept engraved for a long time
You will get over it i promise. Everyone does. Believe that somewhere out there someone is waiting to heal our soul. Till then its fine to be a little broken, we all are. Smile, think about what the future might hold for us and don't keep grudges. Forgive cause you're better than all the people who are the sole reason we call this world a heartless place.
Don't let the world make you hard. Don't let the past relationships make you sour. Live, its too short to hate and always know that you're Beautiful.
Its disheartening. The pain is enduring. Its like the one you might have seen in movies or read about in novels.
And it hurts, it hurts because you care. Years went by and you always had your heart guarded. The day that you realized that this world is not what it seems and you can't ever trust anybody, you slowly escaped to the self centered world. Not the self obsessive one but the one where you just pretended to be happy, just to get away from the incessant questioning.
But this one person comes in your life, nothing different than the other stupid people. But he made you feel good, even though for a temporary time.
You feel like you finally have someone you could lay back on. But one day, REALITY STRIKES you, a little bit too hard for you to take. You scream, you fight, because the picture perfect scenario comes crashing down and it all seems unreal in a split second.
It isnt a i will get over it with time kinda feeling, its a gets inside your heart and rips you apart kinda emotion.
You take the flashback, for the first signs, for the first fall. But its not your fault honey. You just took a chance and this world failed you, MISERABLY.
The pain won't go away because it wasn't supposed to end this way. And you never thought those sugar coated promises of being there for you forever would turn out to be the reason for feeling broken inside.
But you're not the only one who is afraid of getting attached. You aren't the only one who have all their defenses worked up because they see the reality, the cruelty.
Let me tell you darling, we are all the same. A little afraid of being cheated upon, and ignored. We are the kinda people who see the inner worth of everyone, we love them, believe in them and stand up for them. Because somewhere deep down, we want somebody to do the same for us.
Its okay to cry, its okay to scream and act like you don't care, when deep down you know its tearing you apart. And sometimes its okay to speak out, what your heart has kept engraved for a long time
You will get over it i promise. Everyone does. Believe that somewhere out there someone is waiting to heal our soul. Till then its fine to be a little broken, we all are. Smile, think about what the future might hold for us and don't keep grudges. Forgive cause you're better than all the people who are the sole reason we call this world a heartless place.
Don't let the world make you hard. Don't let the past relationships make you sour. Live, its too short to hate and always know that you're Beautiful.
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